In my dream, I told you I needed to hold you, and you said you wanted that, but that we couldn’t do it until the coffee was gone. Ok XXX It’s worth it, though, because sometimes, in some small way, I succeed. After a while, we talked about that, wondering how that could be. When I can watch a woman’s face change from tears to smiles, I feel like a god. So I did the only thing I could think of to do. I’ll stay up for a while to see if you read this when you get up. One of our early fantasies involved meeting in the coffee shop of a motel somewhere and deciding whether we would get one room or two. We talked for hours, and I loved you for every word
