It was a list of chores and that we should have dinner ready by dark when they came back. I wasn’t mad, I wasn’t envious; I wasn’t sure how to feel about what I had just witnessed. XXX My sister started dating some other guy and I was no longer shy with girls; I quickly found a girl in my class who would have sex with me. She didn’t have to worry. She asked me if I was going to have sex with him again and I said ‘I don’t know; I might but he didn’t pull out like he said.’ Mom and I talked for a while then she asked me if I wanted birth control. I was getting turned on hard, my nuts ached daily but my only sexual outlet was self-inflicted
